In 3 months, a lot of things can change.

even your precious childhood memories.

What If.

I just bbmed a good girlfriend of mine, Aina. Needed to talk to someone who understood the dynamics of my relationship. well, my former relationship.

it's been more than 48 hours.

the first 12 hours felt okay.

the next 12, the pain started kicking in.

the 36th hour i had to start torturing someone. and i tortured my sister to study the whole day..

the rest of the hours were left to an emotional episode with mama and Aina while i continue to torture my 15 year old sister.

And between all that blurry moments, Demi Lavato with her song, 'Don't forget' has been on my mind ever since.

what have I honestly done? the right decisions are usually the hard ones but it seems the wrong ones are difficult too.

tough.

Tough Love nowadays.

I hate newspapers now. I hate the fact that it comes to my home on a motorcycle by a very good looking indian man. i hate being able to predict all the bad news of the day. baby dumping, acid throwing, wife slashing. shish.

I'm in no way a religious person but enough is enough! and the worst part is to put the blame on clinical depression. kalau dah lupe agama until u hurt SOMEONE ELSE, damn! that's not depression, ure jz acting like inconsiderate bastards with no feelings. ergh!

p/s: despite horrible inhuman act on the news everyday. life is all good on my side. :D family, friends and him.

Quilete Legends.

Kwop Kilawtley

*Stay With Me Forever*

OVER!

The holiday that is, it's over. In 4 days, I'll be busy with my 3rd semester. No more nonsense, mama needs to see results!! good results! ergh! the pressure is on!

Cuti has been great. Always a little drama here and there, a little self discovery along the way and embarking on a new love life. :)

Isn't that great. But a bit dissapointed tho, no island hopping for me this sem break. Next semester maybe! Insya Allah. Duit pun takde, impian je besar.

Anyway! I'm browsing thru some pretty cute blogs (stalking!) with pretty cute wall papers and colourful writings. I guess i'd never be any more artictic than what u see on my blog. I only see black and white! (Being a law student and all, LOL)

Some pictures I wanted to share. Lv.

Singapore

(The Singapore Flyer)

Singapore was awesome. A state country with awesome food and more awesome road signs. And i got to DRIVE all the way down from BJ to S'pore. Cool kan kan?

Anyway, the whole Azlan's were there except Awiq! He had a sinus surgery few days before so his doc said he couldn't go. (Luckyhim!)

The food was awesomely sinfully good. We had nasi campur from morning to night. Little did I know, for the next Four days I'd be having the best best putu pirings ever! I've probably gained 5 kgs from those putu pirings alone.

We when to all the touritst hotspots.

(Joo Chiat Road)

(The Night Safari)

(Orchard Road - a 4 storey Forever 21.)

(Snow City)

A whole different culture, environment and governed law separated by a bridge.

Boring.

On my sem break now and it's getting quite boring. results are coming out this Thursday. Owh God, I'm scared out of my mind.

I've gain a tad bit tembam. All that Patchi and marshmallows I've been bingeing on.

Anyway, i walked into my brother's room and saw my 13 year old sister playing Left or Dead instead on the computer. The shock on my face could not be disguised and she was GOOD at that scary zombie shooting sh*t.

I guess make-up, shopping and boys don't apply to my little sister.